“I am getting my first tattoo in honor of him and I am scared to dying,” she mentioned. “It seems like a dove holding his image, flying away and the dove has a teardrop popping out of its eye.”

With tattoos, purple-hued tributes, live shows and dance events, Prince followers world wide are commemorating the famous person musician, who died at age 57 of a drug overdose on April 21, 2016.

As investigators proceed to type out the circumstances surrounding Prince’s dying, lots of his supporters have but to just accept he is gone.

Superfans

Haynes-Williams mentioned her grief over Prince hasn’t abated. She fell in love along with his music as a younger woman, watching the singer carry out on “American Bandstand.”

“I’ve liked him since day one and ain’t nothing modified,” the 45-year-old self-described superfan mentioned. “Everyone and their mama is aware of how I really feel about him. When he handed away, I bought so many calls and texts. For those who had appeared on my [Facebook] web page, you’d have thought Prince was my member of the family.”

Elusive in life and dying

An outpouring of public grief for a significant movie star will not be uncommon. However, for a lot of, the lack of Prince feels completely different as a result of Prince was completely different.

Seemingly ageless and untainted by scandal, girls adored Prince. Males acknowledged him as a dude who may steal a girl’s consideration — all whereas he wore heels and make-up — as a result of Prince was simply that cool.

Prince’s stunning passport photo

And as elusive as he was in life — grudgingly becoming a member of social media and infrequently granting interviews — Prince’s dying has been equally shrouded in thriller.

The disconnect between Prince’s status for wholesome residing and his shocking early dying exacerbated the sense of loss amongst a few of his followers.

Atlanta Journal-Structure reporter Ernie Suggs mentioned his mourning has been “a lingering, festering damage for a very long time.”

Days earlier than Prince died, Suggs wrote about attending what would be the star’s last concert. He is now writing a guide in regards to the expertise.

Suggs decribed that last present as intimate and revelatory. The viewers in Atlanta’s Fox Theater loved hours of acoustic variations of Prince’s huge catalog, as solely he may carry out them.

Prince’s last concert was a ‘sacred’ experience

“I feel Prince expressed a freedom that all of us need ultimately,” Suggs mentioned. “He had an independence and expression of doing what he wished to do, being who he wished to be. I feel that resonated with lots of people. It definitely resonated with me.”

Drawn to his mastery

It additionally resonated with Birmingham, UK resident Casey Rain.

Rain is a moderator at Prince.org, one of many longest operating on-line Prince fan websites. He credit the longevity of Prince’s attraction to his expertise.

Prince performs on October 11, 2009 at the Grand Palais in Paris. Prince performs on October 11, 2009 at the Grand Palais in Paris.

“I feel what has drawn folks to him is his mastery of so many issues,” mentioned Rain, whose You Tube channel, The Violet Reality, can also be common amongst Prince followers. “He did not simply play an instrument, he performed tons of devices, produced his personal stuff, wrote his personal music and wrote and produced for different folks.”

“Each facet of his artistry, he was only a grasp of,” Rain added. “That stage of perfection may be very not often seen.”

Author Thembisa S. Mshaka is aware of about Prince’s quest for perfection.

When Prince was honored by BET in 2010, Mshaka was tasked with writing his official bio.

Prince signed off on each phrase.

“He did not want one [a biography],” Mshaka mentioned laughing. “He was Prince!”

As a music trade veteran and the creator of “Put Your Dreams First: Handle Your [entertainment] Business,” Mshaka has labored with scores of artists.

However, for her, none evaluate to Prince.

Mshaka mentioned his dying nonetheless would not appear actual.

“Whereas he talked lots about mortality and dying and being at peace with it, it at all times appeared extra for us, because the viewers, than for him,” she mentioned. “The truth that he’s now not right here is palpable to me. Like, Prince will not be right here, there was a seismic shift within the universe and that is why every little thing is in a downward spiral proper now.”

“Like a member of the family handed away”

Larry Scrubbs Jr. mentioned life hasn’t felt the identical for him since Prince died.

The 31-year-old Baton Rouge resident is a lifelong Prince fan, in addition to a DJ when he is not working as a proofreader.

Prince was a “modern-day Mozart,” Scrubbs mentioned.

“It is all about discovering somebody who may help you join the items of your world,” Scrubbs advised CNN. “It doesn’t matter what temper I’m in or what I’m going by that day, there is a Prince tune for it.”

Lynda Segovia Thorn can relate.

She was in center faculty in San Antonio, Texas round 1980 when she first heard “I Wanna be Your Lover.”

Segovia Thorn was immediately hooked.

Prince’s music grew to become the soundtrack of her life, she mentioned, to the purpose her 10-year-old son can acknowledge a Prince tune on the radio after just some beats.

“There was at all times a Prince tune there for me, it doesn’t matter what I’m going by,” mentioned Segovia-Thorn, choking up as she talked in regards to the singer. “Once you develop up following somebody the way in which I did, listening to their music, you’re feeling like them though you do not. It is nearly like a member of the family has handed away.”